Saitaina
27 January 2020 @ 04:48 am
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I'm a twenty-something writer/director who writes for various fandoms that strikes her fancy.

Honestly, that's about it about me. I spend most of my life attached to this damn computer unless I actually need to visit reality which is rare.

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Current Mood: cheerful
Current Sounds: Cold Case
 
 
Saitaina
11 July 2009 @ 02:32 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Mostly a note to myself, but maybe if I make the notes public I’ll get my ass in gear and make them:

YGO - Bad Reputaton - Kaiba Family - Still downloading the damn episodes to find enough clips of all four.
Kingdom Hearts - ?? - Roxas and Riku
DCMK - Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny - Lost the cast list, and still need to re-down clips for some.
DCMK - Won’t Back Down - Remake - Need to get the newer BO episodes so that I can remake with better clips and no subs
Gift - ??? - Sora/Palpatine - Need Palpatine clips as…not a star wars fan

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Saitaina
09 July 2009 @ 07:30 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

we can have a combined monthly income of 13,700$ and not pay the bills on time?! Seriously, it should not be this fucking hard!

And mum’s “brilliant” new plan? She’s going to sell the house, and we’re going to move into apartments.

EXCUSE ME?!

First of all, we worked out ASSES off for this house. We paid it off once, and yes, things are a bit tight at the moment, but we usually manage to survive. I am NOT willing to give up 16 years and my fucking FUTURE so that she can play happy renter and line someone else’s pocket.

I will not leave this house until I am dead or we have sold it at a decent price for a NEW house, not some crappy apartment, thank you very much.

She had this whole thing where she would sell the house to a guy for 100,000$ up front and payments for the rest…except, she’s not realizing, after paying off the morgage (which, I don’t recall how much it is, but it’s not 100,000)….that’s a nice fucking down payment on a new house, plus, if the guy’s making payments…we don’t have to! His payments can be re-directed directly to the morgage of said new house.

Logic is not my mother’s fortay at the moment.

She’s also finally thinking about allowing me to become her payee…though she keeps changing that. Last night I went from becoming her payee, to splitting the bills down the center, to…whatever the fuck she’s come up with overnight. She can’t make up her mind, and we just keep getting further behind because she can’t manage her money (and yes, I can take her to court and get power of…whatever it is over money, but doing so would involve my family, because they always stick their noses into shit, and there is no way I’m letting my money grubbing, controling bastard of an uncle anywhere NEAR our money. Ours! No touchy!).

…I’m getting so fucking tired of this mess. I will admit it, I want out. I can’t say that to my mother because she’ll go ahead with her asanine plans and get rid of the only asset we have and I DON’T want that…but I’m so tired of all this crap. I’m tired of having every cent of my money being taken for bills she should have paid. I’m tired of opening the door to servicemen who are there to shut off one utility or the other. I’m tired of never knowing if I’m going to have electricity, water or heat the next morning. I’m REALLY fucking sick of paying 500$ rent (out of 680$ income) and then having to be -300$ in my bank account because if I don’t overdraft my account, I’m going to lose something…like the electricity last month…I’m also tired of being overdrafted by 300$ and still expected to pay 500$ rent the next month (hello mum! One cannot make 800$ out of 680!)

And it’s not just the money, I’m tired of being abused. I’m tired of being yelled at or bad mouthed because I can’t get out of bed and clean up the living room her dog tore up. I’m tired of being left alone when I’m violently ill so my mother can go spend the day at a place that makes her cry when she gets home (and I’m really fucking tired of her crying every day…it’s not her fault, but damn does it hurt me). I’m tired of my needs always coming last.

…maybe I’m just tired.

My mother and I got into a blazing row last week about how I was being ‘lazy’ and I’m always sick and that she’s doesn’t want to hear about it anymore since I don’t do anything around the house. Rather funny…for someone so lazy, I now have a home healthcare worker who will come to work for 50hrs a month to help me get around the house, bathe, eat, ect. Apparently the goverment and my doctors are seeing actual medical conditions, not ‘laziness’.

Grandmere managed to ruin another holiday, though I guess I can’t blame her this time. Just as we were going to start the BBQ for the fourth…life alert called us to tell us she was being rushed to the hospital. No idea what’s going on except that she’s waiting on a surgery…I’m sort of surprised she’s lasted this long, but I doubt it’ll be much longer.

…I still don’t know how I feel about the fact she may soon be very much out of my life. I mean, I’ve wanted it for years, prayed for it, but now…she’s my grandmother, even if she is the most wicked, evil, spiteful woman I have ever met.

I think the stress of Grandmere is what’s pushing my mother over the edge right now…and while I understand that, it’s still not making it a very happy place when I have to take all the bitching and fighting and…everything, just because she needs to lash out.

Sometimes…I wish I could just run away. Disappear and have my own life. But I couldn’t do that, I couldn’t leave my mother. For one thing, I’m too damn scared of what she’d do if I’m not around to keep her going…and for the other…I love her, despite the constant stress.

In utterly un-related news, I’ve discovered I can’t be without ciggerettes right now. I ran out hours ago and have not stopped scratching my arm since. Only, since I don’t have nails, I’ve been scratching at it with a toothpick. It’s all red and irritated.

I hope mum’s check comes in the mail today…maybe she’ll buy me a pack of smokes (while they’re still on sale for 2.75!)… *hopeful look at the mail*

 
 
Current Mood: depressed
Current Sounds: The fan
 
 
Saitaina
05 July 2009 @ 06:53 pm

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

My experience with those eight tumblers of tequila has made that now I get lovely drunk off just two wine coolers…

…can someone turn off the sun please?

 
 
Current Mood: and hung-over
Current Sounds: some tv shit
 
 
Saitaina
20 June 2009 @ 07:59 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Today’s recipe is a quick and easy summer desert that takes less then five minutes if you’re a fast chopper.

Ingredients (as always, these can be adjusted to size and taste):

1/2 a cantaloupe melon
5-10 large strawberries
6 desert shells (think strawberry shortcake cakes)
1 small container of yogurt (any flavor) (optional)
Favorite ice cream (optional)
1 tub whipped topping (I prefer the regular, but if you use flavored, remember that you already have a strawberry flavoring in the desert…chocolate would go good though)

Prep:

Remove the tops and tips of the strawberries, then cut into small slices, they can either be circular (cut from tip to end) or diced (cut lengthwse, then cut the halves into smaller pieces), but make sure they’re SMALL.

Cut the half of the cantaloupe into smaller wedges, no more then 1/2 to 1 inch in width, cut off the rind (using a steak knife, slid the blade between the orange flesh and the rind, careful not to get any green on the meat….though if you’re like me, you can clean it up a bit with the knife). Cut these wedges into smaller chunks via dicing.

Assembling:

Start by putting one desert shell on a plate, and filling the center with cantaloupe, add a healthy dollop of yogurt or whipped topping, then add a second desert shell (center side up) and sort of mush the two halves together, so that they stick, do NOT over mush…or else you’ll have a flat desert.

Repeat with the strawberries, placing them in the center of the shell and adding yogurt/whipped topping. Place the last desert shell center side DOWN, so that it ‘cups’ the strawberries. Add more whipped topping, or even a small scoop of your favorite ice cream on top. The yogurt and ‘mushing’ action should keep your tower from falling over (I carried two of these through three rooms without incident).

If using ice cream, feel free to add up to three more small scoops around the edge of the plate, then dot the remaining cantaloupe and strawberries artfully on top of the scoops (I used a fan method for mine) for an attractive arrangement.

Repeat with the remaining shells.

Serves two, should be eaten immediately, but CAN be stored (without the ice cream) in the fridge for a few hours if the fruits are dry (not juicy). Be careful of slight cake sogging from the yogurt however. No calorie info as I’m too tired and sore to do the math, it’s mid range, healthy for the fruit and yogurt, not so much the desert shells and ice cream.

Which brings up an interesting point, three desert shells are very dry, so if you like moister cake (or like me, are a fan of ice cream/cake soup), I would recommend using the ice cream, and letting it sit for a minute so the cakes can soak up the ice cream and yogurt.

Let me know what you think, mum and I loved this to death, but I love other people’s opinions on my ‘creations’. Also tell me if you tried other fruits, I want a good list of what goes well with this.

(Temp name: Leaning Tower of Summer…yeah, I’m not good with naming things)

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Current Mood: hungry
Current Sounds: The dryer beeping
 
 
Saitaina
18 June 2009 @ 02:52 pm
 

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I’ll be the first to admit I’m not keen on fashion, especially when I’m hot and feel like I’m sticking to everything I own. Usually when such a time occurs, I grab the nearest length of loose cotton fabric, wrap it around me in some fashion and call it good. This usually means I’m dressed for the height of summer in a sheet toga or have a strip of cloth wrapped around my breasts with shorts.

Please note, I only do this INSIDE THE HOUSE, I don’t even visit the front yard in this manner.

But recently, I had an interview with a home healthcare worker, and my mother brought these incidents up when we were discussing the ‘mental’ aspect (if I had any problems that made myself a danger to myself and others, if I had rash behaviors, so on). Only, the way she mentioned it, you thought I was walking down main street with the kitchen sheers around my body.

I LIKE being comfortable, I grew up in the deserts of So. California and HATE the heat, not to mention, the eleven years down there taught me I don’t get along well with it, I get really sick and temperamental in the heat. Staying cool is my number one priority in the summer.

But now, I’m so embarrassed by what she said, I can’t bring myself to drag out my altered toga sheets or banding cloths because I’m afraid of what she thinks of them and who else she’s told the story to in a way that implies I’m crazy for wearing them.

I just…I wish she’d accept the choices I make in life…or at least, not imply to complete stranger I’m off my rocker for lounging around in a Harry Potter printed Toga.

*sigh*

(BTW, anyone else do this? Please tell me I’m not the only one with odd fashions when it comes to the heat….)

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Current Mood: and hot
 
 
Saitaina
15 June 2009 @ 03:30 pm

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

certain times when you want your mommy.

Throwing up on your dental hygienist is one of those times.

 
 
Current Mood: sick
 
 
Saitaina
07 June 2009 @ 05:30 pm
 

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I saw a butterfly up close today for the first time in years.

…I can’t decide if I want to smile or sob over that fact.

Edit to LJ only: I've also discovered I need to feel something more then 'blah', 'blank', 'sleepy', 'cold', 'bored', or 'excited' in my mood themes.

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Current Mood: blah
Current Sounds: The air conditioner and mum yelling
 
 
Saitaina
05 June 2009 @ 03:48 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

So now that E3 is winding down, we have some pretty nice results in for those looking for new items, specifically in the KH and LoZ fandoms.

Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks - Apparently, I’ve been living under a rock when it comes to LoZ, because this is the first I heard about it. Spirit Tracks is the third installment in the Wind Waker timeline (for Zelda fans, that would mean the third game in the child line after Ocarina). The game play looks interesting, between the train (yes, train. Link drives it…so squishy cute with his little cap!), the Phantom (uh, yeah, this is my confused face), and just the general ‘feel’ of the game play. The colours are bright the graphics are interesting to view, and I have an urge to run over the sheep. I just wish I knew more about the storyline, for instance…what the hell happened to a flooded Hyrule?!

Untitled Zelda for Wii: slated for 2010, which gives us 18 months to fin out more. All I know is it’s for Wii, it may be a TP branch (or at least the artwork is similar), it could possibly deal with memories and player perceptions (er…), and might incorporate Wii Motion Plus (anyone got any info on what that is? I’ve been out of the Nintendo loop). They have enough of it done, that it could have been showcased at E3 2009, but they decided to put the focus on development and promote Spirit Tracks instead, so hopefully we’ll be getting some glimpses soon! Artwork for ZeldaU http://www.cubed3.com/media/2009/June/jb/fullzelda.jpg (I hate to point it out..but someone’s been ripping off the Great Fairy design from Wind Waker….can we please not mix up our art? Be interesting if the theory that she’s the embodiment of the Master Sword is true…of all Link’s female companions, only the Master Sword has never ditched him)…and apparently it’s a different era then TP…damn design.

KH: Days - Not much to say, except it’ll be released September 2009 in North America and was released May 30th in Japan.

KH III: This one is a bit more tricky, they mentioned they probably WILL be developing a new game, except they want to finish working on Birth by Sleep first, which is apparently having issues…and that’s about all I know.

KH Birth by Sleep: Delayed production due to problems. Is said to be a prequel to KH III…except, going by screen shots, it’s a prequel to the whole series! Yeah, English not working with some of these translations.

And that’s it on my front, I know there are news on other great games, but…they’re not my cup of tea so I don’t have anything more!

 
 
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Sounds: Bones: The Widow's Son in the Windsheild
 
 
Saitaina
04 June 2009 @ 03:10 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Okay, seriously, is it that hard to let me order my own damn prints? I put in all the information, splurging a bit (my rent’s getting upped so I’m getting while the getting is good), and after waiting for a weird ass ‘redirecting to page with more secure features’ message…

I get this lovely note:

(yes, that is a connection error image, your browser is not fucking with you).

So now I don’t even know if my order went through! But, I contacted them, so hopefully I’ll know. Sucks, because I probably won’t have the ‘courage’ to order them again and for a full set of 5×7’s of my best images at only $8.50…pretty rocking! *pouts*

And on a more “Real” note (not me bitching…just whining like a baby), mum had another one of her ‘let’s kick Sait out’ moments tonight. This time, she wants to sell the house and move into some sort of mental health ‘assisted living’ place…or something.

She’s tired of never having enough money to pay the bills (between us we make 1800$ a month, our house payment alone is 600$, then we have direct tv, phone, electricity, insurance (house/car), prescripts, food, pet food/supplies, heat (which was shut off), ect, plus loans to Uncle Mike and Grandmere), she’s tired of the house being a disaster because her home healthcare worker is a complete DUMBASS (seriously, ex 1: Mum put a large jar opener that needed to be washed after a year lost in the garage for “Ditzy” (not her real name) to wash…it sat there for three weeks before we got tired of it and washed it ourselves (well, mum did, she she SHOULDEN’T BECAUSE IT’S HEAVY), ex 2, I offered ‘Ditzy’ 60$ this month if she would help me organize my room which was still boxed up and slightly trashed from the room change a month or so ago. She spent two hours sitting there picking the lint off her pants while I worked because she ‘didn’t know where anything went’ (um, duh, that’s why the crap is still in boxes, no one knows where it goes).

Essencially, it’s just a lot of shit piling up at once. And I completely understand where she’s coming from, dude, it’s hard right now, life sucks big time.

But…It’s my home as well. I’m not just a roomate, I’m her fucking daugther (who else would pay 450, now 500$ a month rent for a room and kitchen access?! Plus, without my foodstamps? She ain’t eating.

It’s not just she promised I would never be without a home (which she has, several times, even swearing not to sell this house so I do always have it..but dude, it’s my childhood home! It’s where I grew up!

Plus, emotional issues aside, the house is trashed. The bathtub wall is coming off, it needs to be re-painted, the house stinks from years of smoking and pets who can’t figure out what a literbox is for (don’t even say it, I am doing everything I can, including owning two literboxes, I cannot figure out why Onii finds it repulsive and mus attempt to pee in my room), the front yard is molding (oregon rain + mold loves us), we have a serious ant problem, and there are cracks in the freaking windows (stupid fucking contractor).

The house won’t sell! Not only at a reduce price! Plus, land value around here SUCKS!

So yeah, I’m having a major depression/panic attack about that, on top of the two week depression funk that was so bad I was scared of what I might do to myself. I’m…not in a good space right now, yeah know? I feel as if my whole future is spinning out of control and one day I’m going to wake up and everything’s going to have gone wrong.

Which is probably why it’s 4.06am and I’m awake…can’t sleep, life will eat me. And I have a 2pm eye doctor’s appointment…fuck.

Which reminds me, the doctor (not Jackie, the one before her, Rachita) was AWSOME on Monday. I walked in, ready for a battle to convince him of my arthritis pain and within a sentence he knew exactly what I was on about and gave me meds for it. Apparently, when I had the flu two week ago, my body started attacking my joints, giving me a temporary (hopefully!) form of arthritis. Have to take a fuck lot a pills for it, but thankfully it’s not continuous!

He so rocked that appointment! I feel bad for every mean thing I said about him…and now he’s MOVING! I have to attempt to find another new GP or stay with the quack, Jackie, who can’t even remember my name…either of them! *sobs*

 
 
Current Mood: stressed
Current Sounds: CSI:NY
 
 
Saitaina
01 June 2009 @ 01:21 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Alright, Jo, I was wrong, it wasn’t by a dollar they bounced me this month, it was 31 fucking cents

05-19-2009 ATM/POS WITHDRAWAL 05/18 LOVE S COUNTRY00003ROSEBURG OR 22.68 -0.31
05-19-2009 NSF/OVERDRAFT FEE - PAID 29.00 -29.31

yeah, love you too bank.

Edit: Oh yeah! Remember that appointment I was supposed to have with the gastroenterologist?

Yeah…I didn’t.

After two hours of waiting (and maybe a little shopping *innocent look*) we get in, we’re ready…and she won’t see me!

Because four years ago, I saw another GI in Roseburg. Four. Years. Ago.

When I stated I wanted a second opinion, something that was in my rights, hence why I was there…her nurse ‘kindly’ informed me I would have to go to Portland, four hours away (meaning an over night trip, plus another for the actual testing).

Yeah…not really happy now, thanks.

Bitch.

(and yes, I will be editing my tags soon because even I can’t find shit).

 
 
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Saitaina
27 May 2009 @ 08:14 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I have to answer the following questions about the Sherlock Holmes, Mists of Avalon and Kim Possible fandoms:

1. What got you into this fandom in the first place?
2. Do you think you’ll stay in this fandom or eventually move on?
3. Favorite episodes/books/movies, etc?
4. Do you participate in this fandom (fanfiction, graphics, discussions)?
5. Do you think more people should get into this fandom?

Read to Find the Answers )

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Current Mood: awake
 
 
Saitaina
16 May 2009 @ 07:01 pm

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Fadom: Kingdom Hearts I & II
Title: The Key of Chaos
Rating: NC-17
Character(s): Cheshire Cat, Jack Skellington (to date)
Words: 4,131 (chapter)/4,131 (to date)
WARNINGS: Contains violence, blood, gore, sex between non-human characters.

The Key of Chaos )

 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Sounds: CSI:NY
 
 
Saitaina
16 May 2009 @ 06:45 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I was bored enough while doing my morning routine of pills to take a picture. Not as much as some patients, but definitely more then normal people…and my doctors claim I’m healthy *pouts*

Picture here! )

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Current Mood: sleepy
 
 
Saitaina
13 May 2009 @ 05:02 pm

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

(for some reason, this was posted wrong on my main blog, so here you all go!)

Stolen from Icka

Guidelines:
1. Put your iTunes mp3 player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your next answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how outrageous it sounds!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from. (do as ye like)

IF SOMEONE SAYS, “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
“Running up That Hill” Kate Bush
It doesn’t hurt me…

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
“Stuck in a Moment” - U2
I’m not afraid, of anything in this world

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
5TH Symphony Tech remix - Beethoven
It’s classical, there is no first line

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
“Unfaithful” - Unknown
Story of my life, searching for the right…

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
“Halloween, Techno Mix” - Unknown
again, classical

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
“I Will Buy You a New Life” - Everclear
Here is the money that I owe you

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Vampire Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance
And if they get me and the sun goes down…

WHAT IS 2+2?
Math Sucks - Jimmy Buffett
If necessity is the mother of invention…

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
“Grown-Up Christmas List” - Amy Grant
Do you remember me, I sat upon your knee…

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
“Come on, Com on” - Smashmouth
Walking out of the door, I’m on my way

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
“Lolipop” - Auqua
I am the candyman, coming from bounty land… (maybe I should leave off the pedi works?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
“Youth of the Nation” - POD
Last day of the rest of my life, wish I’d known so I’d have kissed my mother good-bye.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
“Give ‘em Hell Kid” - My Chemical Romance
I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
“It’s Five O’clock Somewhere” - Alan Jackson and Jimmy Buffett
The sun is hot and that ol’ clock is moving slow, and so am I.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
“Stupid Girls” - Pink
Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back, porno-paparatzi girls.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
“I Write Sins, Not Tragedies” - Panic! at the Disco
Well, now imagine, I’m pacing the pews in a church corridor… (would have been better for the wedding one *grins*)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
“He went to Paris” - Jimmy Buffett
He went to Paris, looking for answers, to questions that bothered him so.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
“Cemetary Drive” - My Chemical Romance
This night, of the damned… (I’m sorry! It’s getting stuck on MCR and Buffett)

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
“You’ll Be in My Heart” - Phil Collins
Just stop your crying, it’ll be alright,

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
“Hanging by a Moment” - Lifehouse
Desperate for changing, starving for chills, I’m closer to where I started, then hanging out with you.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Mega Mix - Auqua
Come on, Barbie, Let’s go party (I now regret ever letting anyone know I like that song)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
“Drowning Lessons” - My Chemical Romance
Without a sound, I took her down…

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
“Bad Boy” - Unknown
Remember the feelings, remember the day, my stone heart was breaking, my love ran away.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
“Paradise by the Dashboard Light” - Meatloaf
Well I remember everything as if I happened only yesterday…

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
“It Was Just the Tequila Talking” - Lonestar
I thought about that conversation, that I had with you last night…”

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
“What it’s Like” - Everclear
We’ve all seen men at the liquor store begging for your change…”

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
“Someone Else’s Story” - Chess the Musical
Long ago, in someone else’s lifetime, someone with my name, who looked a lot like me…

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
“You Don’t Even Know Who I Am” - Patty Loveless
She left the car, in driveway…

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
“Moonlight Shadow” - Mike Oldsefield
The last, ever she saw him, carried away by a moonlight shadow

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Current Mood: sick
Current Sounds: Bones: The Woman in the Car
 
 
Saitaina
09 May 2009 @ 08:22 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.


saitaina got their Neopet at http://www.neopets.com

All you have to do is click above, is click above, sign up and validate your accounts. And yes, even if you already play Neopets you can still do it, so long as you don’t already have five side accounts! Every little bit helps!

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Saitaina
08 May 2009 @ 07:35 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

So I spent two hours designing a fake magazine cover for a graphics contest. It’s beautiful, it’s perfect…

IT’S MIS-SPELLED!

And I only discovered this AFTER I entered, so now I’m screwed, as I can’t change it. Oh well, there’s always next time.

Fashion Spook Cover )

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Current Mood: annoyed
 
 
Saitaina
08 May 2009 @ 02:39 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

start choosing a college based on which administration councilor can read.

If I tell you the only time I’m available is afternoon/evening….why the fuck are you calling at six am?!

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Saitaina
07 May 2009 @ 12:18 am

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

So thanks to my best friend going to college and constantly barging me with details (and thus making me, un-intentionally of course, feel like a moron and loser), I’ve started to look into online schools again (especially since APU is run by a bunch of fucking morons who can’t figure out changing Malfoy to Moricia-Malfoy means my financial aid would go though no matter how many times I explain it). Due to the limited number of online university programs offering BA’s in History (my original major of choice), so I’ve been looking into Psychology, which is fast becoming another interest (yes, despite my absolute hatred of psychologists, maybe it’s from all the shit I went through, and recently what my mother has). I like helping people, and I think that this might be the best way I can do that.

It’s a slow process though, just trying to gather all the information I need on the colleges. But, here’s hoping!

In other news, I recently (day before yesterday), spent two hours writing a new resume and cover letter…yes I suck that much. But it’s done, and already on it’s way to Neopets, where I’m hoping to get a job as a site monitor. Cross your fingers!

That’s about it…except for an ordeal with Grandmere, but that’s best left for another day.

(why the hell can’t I spell ‘interest’ properly without spellcheck?! I know how it’s spelled, my fingers just keep typing intrest! *bangs head*)

 
 
Saitaina
06 May 2009 @ 11:59 pm
As I said I would post new icons here, so here you go!

Set List:

3 Charmed
3 Detective Conan/Magic Kaito
1 Enzai/False Accusation (Warning: Boy Love)
6 Kingdom Hearts
2 Legend of Zelda

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