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I'm a thirty-something wannabe writer who writes for various fandoms that strikes her fancy.

Honestly, that's about it about me. I spend most of my life attached to this damn computer unless I actually need to visit reality which is rare.

Contained within are my rants, my life, my writings and basically...me. Honest and open, my life where nothing is hidden.

Deal with it or fuck off.

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The new strawberries are planted (five plants to match last year's one which is doing well, flowering nicely). the cabbage, tea roses, carnations, watermelon, onions and cantaloupe are still in their pots in my window sill because I broke my back just planting two plants, I'm still not recovered from the pulled chest muscle so I have to do very little these days.

I'm tempted not to plant the roses, carnations and cabbages anyway, all can grow on my window sill once I move the cabbages to a larger pot.

I want to get some corn but I don't know if I'm out of time to plant it, might just ignore it this year and get some from the local farmers. Hopefully my neighbors share their tomato crop again so that will cross one more thing off my list.

I AM going to try pumpkins again, but after two years, I'm not holing out hope.

anyone else doing a garden this year? Any other window gardens out there, and if so what are you growing?

I'm a bit stressed about a friend's upcoming wedding (I can't go due to distance so I'm trying to get the perfect gifts for her), but I'm generally...very happy and it's nice.

I'm enjoying the time left in my house while I have it, as I've decided to move (better for my finances, and there is black mold growing in the bathroom, it's sort of the last straw after the sinking bathroom floor, fucked up plumbing, etc.

More stuff saved for something else, ignore.


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when the local humans drop off cats because they know you'll take care of them, it's another when the cats drop themselves off *stares at the two newbies who are running around my yard and house*

THE DOGGY DOOR IS NOT AN OPEN INVITATION!

Apparently, my life sucks enough that just as I'm recovering from the flu...it turns out I damaged my chest muscles with all the coughing so now I have even more bed rest to enjoy.

...can I just be well again?

The other day I found a couple grey hairs in the roots that were growing back in from my last hair dye. No big deal by itself, I think grey hair is cool and honestly can't wait until all of my hair is grey so I can stop dying.

But it's just one more thing that reminds me I am getting older. And I'm not scared of aging but more of the fact that my brain doesn't connect to the age I am. My mind seems to think I'm somewhere between 5 and 25, and while this would be good if it was just being fun loving and free-spirited...

...I'm thirty one, I need to fucking act like it. I can't get away with being an irresponsible idiot for the rest of my life. And I don't mean to act the way I do...it just comes out, my speech, my actions...I do things without thinking and end up pissing off and alienating everyone around me.

I want to be likable, I want to be mature, I want to be the person people like and care about rather then just tolerate or put up with, but I don't know how to stop the behaviors.

I want to stop saying "I'm sorry' for doing things that are some how a part of me and yet still wrong.

...and yet, there's still a large part of me that wants to tell the world and their expectations to fuck off and go cartwheeling down the street, pick flowers to give to a stranger, dance in the rain, play video games over cleaning my house and just put off being a mature human being for a while longer yet.

a severe case of influenza ("The Flu")...in April.

APRIL!

Damn flu virus. *hacks*

Well, there was I can't find him now to shoo him outside. He was a "gift" from Pooh-Bear, only she didn't injure him in the slightest so the quick litter fucker got away before I could snag him and toss him back out into the grass.

...poor guy will die of black lung before I get to him as I haven't cleaned out the fireplace in three years.

Just something for my own records, ignore:



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Title: Georgian Nights
Universe: Heavy Nolan with influences by others
Characters: Dr. Jonathan Crane, Bruce Wayne, Jeremiah Crane (Kid from the Narrows), Dick Greyson, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Pairing: Jonathan/Bruce
Rating: NC-17 (full story)
Warnings: Graphic medical procedures, romance, graphic sex, snark, mentions/descriptions of psycological disorders, graphic depictions of animal testing.
Word Count: 26,977 (as of curent chapter)
Summary: Three years after the events of The Dark Knight and Bruce finds Dr. Jonathan Crane somewhere he least expected...Georgia.
Previous Chapters: Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Chapter VII, Chapter VIII, Chapter IX, Chapter X, Chapter XI, Chapter XII, Chapter XIII.

( Chapter Fourteen: Kick in the Teeth )